Thursday, July 15, 2010
I've been really damn unlucky and really d0wn this few days. School work has been makingme super stress already. And last few days quarreled with him >: Just when i thought everthing
is gonna be alright, his grandpa passed away. Feel very sad for him. And i know he
will be busy for this past few days.The worst thing that really happen in my life.
My dad went to his house and make a din inside their house. I was super shock and really
didnt know what to do >: Sign, it was all my fault. I didn't told my dad about him and
now, Their family got scolded for nothing. I'm really feeling very guilty.
Everything turn out to be so wrong =( I don't have the cheek to face his family anymore.
I'm really sad. Cant even smile the way i used to be . Although my dad wants us to break
and threaten their family, we wont just break so easily by what my dad said. I really
love him alot. At first, I really cannot face the fact, i feel like giving up with him , but
i thought for 1 day . Since he still love me so much why should i give up so easy ?
So i decided to continue love him and stay strong and stand firm. I know it's not
easy but i know we will go through it together no matter what. My health is not
very good due to all these problem. I will try to be strong.